I’m back in the middle of the 1990s, it’s a Monday night and therefore student night at The Cavern in Liverpool. The stone walls drip sweat, Diamond White is £1 a bottle and there are free plates of Liverpool Scouse. The dance floor is packed and I’m there, no handbag, short skirt, high heels, singing and dancing in a rather animated way. The DJ is playing songs by Take That.
Fast forward far too many years, to July 1 2009. I’m with the lovely P and we’re at Wembley with 80,000 other people. It’s the hottest day of the year, I’ve a bottle of water, a long dress, a huge handbag, flip flops and I’m up on my feet singing and dancing. Take That are performing.
There was something very overwhelming about being in Wembley with 80,000 others. The show was amazing, the attention to detail, the colours, the sleekness. It really was breathtaking. The boys looked fabulous, truly fabulous. They were entertainers who engaged the crowd.
Those Take That boys made a comeback, clearly a hugely successful one, but despite that achievement there was no arrogance and no slacking in any way. They were clearly on tour to give their audience an amazing show, filled with their energy, passion and commitment. And in amongst all of that, it was clear that they were grateful, that they were humbled and, I guess, also very aware of how public opinion can alter at any moment.
I think this can be applied to writing too. Many of us dream (or have dreamed) of being published and many will look at a published writer and think that they somehow ‘have it easy’. Yet, I honestly believe that just because a writer is published, that this does not mean that they can ever become slack. It really really makes me cross when established writers churn out repeats of previous successes. It feels lazy, like they’ve stopped trying because they’re so confident their readers will buy whatever they publish.
Truly, for me the pressure is always there, each piece of writing needs to be better, to be different, to cause comment. To take any readership for granted would be such a huge mistake, because clearly any writer is only ever as good as the last thing that a reader has read. Writing, art, performance, it’s all the same. It all needs passion, energy and commitment to be spilling from it. And so, when my passion for writing goes, when I can no longer be bothered, then that’ll be the time to hang up my pen and cry.
(and for those of you who follow me on Twitter, Take That did not whisk me away, did not fall madly in love with me and did not appear to notice me at all. Sob. I am so going to project this rejection into novel 4) (and so clearly, I need a hat with a ‘H’ for Howard on it and a ‘I heart Take That’ t-shirt to go with my writing pants)

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Interesting thoughts that many of us could relate to, thanks.
As for the rejection, I’m blaming the flip-flops.
Twitter: @mwnt
Oh but Darren, they are silver with raised flowers and sparkly bits on them! Sob. Do you really think that’s the only reason why the rejected me?
x
That’s an interesting analogy…I would never have thought about writing and music that way…but your absolutely right!!
Glad you enjoyed yourself but am sorry that they didn’t actually whisk you away!!
C x
Twitter: @Mrs_B33
Hi Caroline
Got your message this morning but I didn’t have your email to add you to the list. Just wing it over to me and I’ll add you (yummie dot mammy at gmail dot com)
I’m off over to England tonight for the weekend, near your neck of the woods
and also to plan how I am going to kidnap Jason Orange. I feel I may need to start stalking him LOL. And yes, you can have Howard. We could double date!!!
Twitter: @yummymammy
Now I really, really dislike Take That.
But this is a really excellent post. I’m so conflicted! ;o)
But I’m also glad you had such a great time!
Carol – possibly my dress made me look a bit too much like a swiss roll, sigh. Next time…
Yummy Mammy – have emailed joney. Have fun in England. And OMG! we are so goign to double date!!!!
Beth – I think there’s a difference between disliking the music and disliking the performers. I rarely dislike those who are trying their hardest to follow a dream, because chasing dreams with makes the world a happier place
xxx
What a fabulous post…I am actually in the middle of writing something very similar.
I went to the gig on July 1st and just like you it really inspired me and reminded me to stop dreaming and start doing.
Really great blog and I’ll be keeping it on my faves list!!
Rach
Twitter: @rachaelblogs
Oh Caroline! Not one of them fell in love with you?
And after you’d taken trouble to perfect the technique of snogging them all at once!
Maybe you should have taken them on one at a time after all.
Even the Take Thatters must be feeling the passing years now.
You were clearly just too damn sexy for them to handle!
Just think though. If they split up again, you can have another try at one of their next reunion tour appearances.
And this time, maybe Robbie will be on board, and let’s face it: there’ll be no stopping that randy bugger!
Twitter: @DaveBartlett1
Rachael – oooh we’re gig buddies! Thanks so much for your lovely comment!
Dave Bartlett – ha! I know, all that wasted snog-perfecting energy! I am not, however, convinced that I’m too damn sexy for them to handle! If only… sigh
xxx